Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in Ter.'s LiveJournal:

Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
11:26 pm	Keep Keepin' On I can't believe in six days it will be about five months since I graduated and left the home I had for two years. Its crazy, I sometime sit by the river and wish that I could turn the clock back and not graduate. There is so many things that I miss about that place, especially all my friends. It sucks that after you leave your friendships slowly end. Even the friendships or relationships that you thought you would have for a while end after time. I guess it has to be,I guess its part of life but I don't want it to be. I think about what would happen if... You know the What If's.... I know that I can't ever change what has been done but its always interesting thinkin' about the what if's. About those ending friendships, I just recieved an email from a friend that I graduated with,Man,am I excited. We were really good friends, we spent alot of time kickin' it with other friends and our boyfriends together. We kept in touch as much as we could when we graduated then she moved and I didn't hear from her for two or three weeks. Well I got her email and I'm excited so I'm gonna get going and write her back. TTYL. TERI Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: Weak by JO JO (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 30th, 2004
10:14 pm	Hey Ya'll Hey Ya'll. I'm just givin' a quick shout out to all the ones that I love. I love ya'll and I hope your doing great. Nick I love you bunches. Donna I love you too. Peace. Oh and Have a kick ass Memorial Weekend. Love Ya. Teri Current Mood: drunk Current Music: OutKast, The Way You Move. (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 27th, 2004
10:40 pm	Just Thinkin' Man, I have this decision to make but I don't know how to make it or if I will make the right decision. I wish that I could talk about it but not many people seem to understand. I am so lost and confused. I think about this all the time, its always on my mind. I can't run from it cause it follows me. I can't hide from it cause it seems to find me. I can't stand up to it cause I don't have the answer just yet. I am exhausting myself and I don't know what to do. Would someone help me? I just want someone to understand where I am coming from, I want someone to put themselves in my heart and feelings, I want someone to help me find the answers I need to make my decision. I feel like it is so complicated but I think that I may be making it harder then it really is. Love, Teri :) Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Leave, JO JO (Comment on this)
10:25 pm	Crazy Hey what's up ya'll? I hope ya'll are doing good. I hella miss the friends and loved ones I left behind in M.L. I hope ya'll are doing great. Its been a crazy week and there are no signs of the craziness leaving anytime soon. It just seems like its getting crazier and crazier with everyday that I wake up. I have been faced with more life altering decisions then I can imagine. I feel so lost I don't know what I'm gonna do. I have come along way since I first went to M.L two years ago but I find myself slipping back into the shell that I was in two years ago. I don't want to be that person anymore and I am trying hard to stay strong and be the person that I have become. Like my second mom Donna told me one time," Keep your head up and your thoughts on the dreams you have and you will do great". Man, I miss my Mamma Donna along with the lil ones I left behind. Oh and I can't for get about Kevin he's the greatest. To Kevin, Good Luck in all the races you have left. I'm sorry I haven't been there any of them but I hope to be there for at least one before the season is over. Love, Teri :) P.S. The song I am listening to reminds me of my friend Nick. I love you Nick. Love, Lil Miss.G. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Where's the Love, Black Eyed Peas. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
12:15 pm	My Greatest Memory with the Greatest person. As I said earlier talking to Donna brought back great memories. Well I thought I would share my greatest memory with a person that I hold dear to my heart. Nick, My greatest memory I share with you. It was about a year ago during the summer,we were student drivers. It was a beautiful summer day around 120 degrees. We had all the windows rolled down and the music was blastin'. We were being silly and singing away, just rockin' out. Then a song came on, I wish I could remember the name of it but it was beautiful. You grabbed my hand and started singing to me. I remember getting the biggest tears in my eyes but not sad tears, tears of happiness. Nick you always have been able to make my heart flutter. I don't think anyone could of wiped the smile off that I had on that day. I'm glad that out of all great memories with friends that I have that my greates memory is shared with you. I love you Nick. Love always, Nick. P.S. Nick do you remember when Steve L. used always call me beautiful. Well this song I am listening to remindes me of him. Its called Good Morning Beautiful by Steve Holy. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Good Morning Beautiful, By Steve Holy. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
11:51 pm	Familiar voices Tonight I was studying and making study guides for some self tests I was giving myself when I message poped up that said **Me** has just signed on. I have never been so happy in my whole life. It was my Donna. She is a very special person in my life, as well as, in all the other lives that she is in. Donna has the biggest heart and she is such an Angel. She loved me and taught me so many things. She helped me through the most difficult part of my life. She never left my side. I have always thought of Donna as an Angel sent to earth from heaven. Hearing from Donna made me miss my old home so much. The thought of her makes many memories I have stored in my heart surface agian. I am soo happy I got the chance to hear from her. I'm glad my memories resurfaced again. Many memories of good times and bad times. Many memories of my second family. And many memories of times that I was hangin' out with old friends. I never want to forget these memories. Memories are pictures of the past a past of a place I can't visit agian, only in my memories. Teri (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 16th, 2004
10:21 pm	Missing him! This is something I read every once and a while and think about always. Its everything that means anything. It was givin' to me by a special someone. When I met you, I had no idea how much my life was about to be changed... But then, how could I have known? A Love like ours happens once in a lifetime. You were a miracle to me, the one who was everything I had ever dreamed of, the one I thought existed only in my imagination. And when you came into my life, I realized that what I had always thought was happiness couldn't compare to the joy loving you brought me. You are a part of everything I think and do and feel, and with you by my side, I believe that anything is possible. Thank you for the miracle of you.. ...you are, and always will be, the love of my life. Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: Ushers New Cd. Confessions. Song"Burn" (Comment on this)
9:48 pm	Nick Hello. I was sitting here thinking about some friends I haven't really talked to in a while. I was mostly thinking about one in praticular. My friend Nick, He's the one who introduced me into this website, he is my best male friend. He's the greates guy ever. I really miss the days we used to spend together. I miss the laughs and tears we have shared but most of all I miss his big heart and big hugs. So back to my story. Well Nick has been working so hard and we haven't really got the chance to talk online or even on the phone that much so I thought it would be cool if we could read each others journals. That way we stay in touch with what is going on in each others lives. Nick if you read this, I love you and miss you dearly. Love always,Your Wife. LOL Ter Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Everything by Britteny Spears. (1 Comment |Comment on this)